Tuesday, February 26, 2008

I know this is wrong....

I know I shouldn't but I am.....I'm jealous of my friends who are married or those who are with the one they will marry. It's rather discouraging to be here with all my friends and they all are 'not looking'. Who knew a little rock on your left hand could be so significant huh?!

Now I don't want you to think I hate these people because of this....I really am happy for them that they found someone who loves them and they love to spend the rest of their life with. I truly have not found that person (well I have but they don't know they're that person! ha) and I hope one day soon I will. But there is the little voice in the back of my head that goes, "Do you really want that now or no?" I truly don't know b/c my mind shifts back and forth on the topic so much. Do I want to get married, heck yes! Do I want it to be in the next 2 years....I'm not sure. I think about being with someone for the rest of my life and I get kinda freaked out. I am assuming this is because I have yet to meet the perfect person that I want to spend the rest of my life with that this feeling coincides with that thought. I don't' want to be jealous of them but I am.

I'm almost......23!!!

It's hard to believe it's almost my birthday already! The year of 2008 is going pretty quickly. Honestly, I know 23 is young compared to well, 63 but I just hate being one year older....especially this year. I love telling people I am only 22 and that I was born in 1985. I understand that the '85 won't change but to tell people I'm 23 is going to be so weird. So many people have talked to me and been like wow I thought I was young! I like that feeling that they view me as a young person. Not if it would hinder their view of me as being capable of something but just that I'm young. It's hard to explain I guess. I just am looking forward to it because it's my birthday but not because I'm a year older.

Started looking for apartments! There are some nice one's out there....hopefully we can find something! Take Care all!!

Monday, February 18, 2008

It's A Girl!!!!

That's right...it's a girl!! My best friend had her baby on Friday and it's a little girl! 6lbs. 14 oz. Her name is Jolie. I can't wait to see her and hold her! It's hard to believe that my best frined is now a mother! It seems like only yesterday we were on the field playing softball and goofing around and now she's a full blown adult! I wish her the best of luck and I know she's going to rock at being a mom!

Well my job is going super. It's so much better then my last job it isn't even funny! I love it and the people are really nice....especially my department....considering it's only two of us. We get along great though and I feel like we mesh well. We often are thinking the same things which helps. I love going to all the trade shows and just watching the building change. One day it's full of boats, then one day people are hitting drives with golf balls, and now it's going to be full of deer this coming weekend! It's so much fun and so cool to see the people come too. It's a different crowd for each show and they all are so unique. It's tons of fun thought and I'm so glad I got the job!

Hopefully this snow stops coming down soon. Yes it's beautiful and when you don't have to drive in it it's nice but man, when you do have to go out in it....it sucks! It's almost like there is no where else to shovel it! The banks are so high I don't remember them being like this for years! This is definitely a winter to remember.